Wow, its been quite some time since ive gotten on this thing. Today im feeling optimisitc.
I just got an email about a certain leadership position which im completly going to go for!
I am trying to build myself into a great person which includes bringing out the outgoing and leader in me that has been always slowly peeking through but now i want everyone around campus to know who i am!
There are a few people around campus that i know of that EVERYONE knows for very good reasons....i want to be that person!
I want to graduate from this place having my head held high and everyone knowing who i am (in case i may need them down the road)
yayaya i started off extremly rocky.... but the new jobs i have one working right in my college office for the DEAN and the other answering the main phone line for ferris answering questions on anything that a student could possibly have.
The only thing i am worried about is putting too much on my plate...i did that freshmen year and it bit me in the butt!!!!
I want to impress everyone and make everyone happy! Yet fufill my own wants and needs. For one money is no longer one of my bigger stresses or a car because i have both due to a large loan i received (which im sure will bit me in the butt later when i have to pay it back) however i can now focus on whats important. my family, my boyfriend and being a student.
FLORDIA!
What to say. Holy crap do i miss the luxuary of not being in the real world because technically you wernt. I miss the people i was surrounded with and the friendships i built. Im not the best at staying in contact but wish i was. I miss so many of my best friends i cant explain...the people i spent every day with and got to know and inside jokes (angelica prekopa, daniel muller and craig williams!)
I am currently watching the real houswives and every time i do it makes me think what kind of wife or mom am i going to be..... i want to cater to my kids and husband and be there for them if and when they need me. I guess im old fashioned.... wife and mom in the kitchen and husband out working. I have to get back to my homework now but i will possibly be back soon. maybe maybe not.
good night=]
